Manipulative Differences

I wonder about you, me and you & me

Your, mine and our tales

Your, mine and our forgetful pathways

You might be somewhere in a subway trapped

As I choose the blue background to notion my liberty.

You might have tried to initiate communication

Unfortunately, I changed my accent and level of my earth..

You might have been happy with tiny little things…

But my happiness stuck at the top of a skyscraper

So, I smell no sign of betrayal,

It was just some, Manipulative Differences.

one more year passed across me....

An addition of 365 more days to my life, 
brings me the beautiful memories of those tons of achievements with the parallel number of failures
I had the best of all as well as the worst of all
I  learned a lot, i taught a lot
I have been super confident, i hav been a super coward.
I have acted smart, i hav flown with the weirdness
I have been generous, i hav turned into a bitch
I  have been proved to be a genius, i have been equally verified to be an idiot...
I have embraced the air out of happiness, i hav sobbed with my kness...
I have generated the appeal, i hav destroyed the attraction...
I have made the wish list, i hav transformed my wishes...
I have been full of genuine sentiments, i hav been cold as stone..
I have been an adored one, i hav been a loner..
I have been carefree, i have been chained...
I have been drizzled with aspirations, i have been flooded with disappointments...
I have been a complete me, i hav been a chameleon.....
With every possible embellishment, So far I had a Wonderful Year! :) :) :)

Transformation

 

I stand still, infront of my image
With that utter silence, 
With those unsatisfied glares, 
Unbounded brain and that immaculate selfishness!
Lost on Lust,
Hypnotized on Numbers, 
Squeezed by duties,
Divided by time.....
Indifferent of sucess and Ignorant of failure.
Yes! A transformation.
My human sentiments has been changed.
And i see nothing but,
A dolled up mannequin who can sniff the Air!

Ownership

This stage is Heavily momentary.....still the fierce motives are anchored deep down
so as the cynic soul of mine..
Both struggling to prove their respective Ownership....

THE PLACE OF MY BELONGINGS....

A small quarantine space…

It gets names in accordance to my wishes

It gets transformed following my imaginations

Sometimes I call it a cheap rampant ground,

Sometimes an unannounced ramp…

Sometimes a lane of struggle...

Sometimes a path of joy…

I can convert it into a staircase for my dreams too…

 This place pours me with the actual happiness and

Accessorize with so much enthusiasm as if i live for it….

Despite, it took so many things away from me

Left me, ignored for multiple times

Filled me with dissatisfaction,

Exaggerated my anger and elasticized my boredom

But still I feel the vibes here are so positive….

It energizes me to keep up my faith,

It provides me an extra adrenaline to maintain my attitude

It influences me to opt its desires….

It still makes me want to share a little warmth of my presence….

I can embrace it for all those optimistic sparks and hate it for all those pessimistic charms

After all it’s my place …

Place of my belongings...

Phase of Time

There is always a phase of time...

When we get mesmerized with those nostalgic moments,

 Regret for those turbulent times,

Get lured for those bitch-slapped wishes,

 And the things that we are supposed to like forever seems fading away.......

Memories are Stiff.......

and the memories remain within us somewhere.......

Everything has its transitory nature...

 Even Mother Earth has it....

Everything changes slowly..

But it also tend to be so volatile

Just we capture those memories…..stiff in our mind

We can’t even afford to change them…

It denies going along with our so called "move ons"

 Life moves on …new things appear, adjustment is a must, and adaptation is an only option

Memories remain with us, but keeps on haunting  with those imaginary time travels…

All that Glitters!!!

 Hello dearies!!!

I guess i have not appeared here since last year's December!! @___@ gosh..that's quite a long long time..
Mercury level  raised quite high in Kathmandu ..Political hotch potch made our minds numb, after effects were bewildering for each and everyone and its still threatening us in many ways...

Anyways, Summer is on its peak these days....sun is shining immaculately bright....
Despite the hotness in weather, warm air and not to forget the dusty roads of Kathmandu, I consider Summer time as the perfect  phase of the year....I like everything of summer!!! Be it the sun...wind.... long days....laziness...yawns :P....naps...loss of appetite..cold water...ice cream ...fan...sunsets....flip flops....shorts.... pheeww..........and the list goes on and on :D

Welcoming summer has alwz been fun!!

This summer time, i made some really "bright" purchases! P.S.  i wanted to give a synonym for summer purchases..;) LOL

m lovin' these!!!!

Firstly, its a pair of  golden flats....well.....that surely hits my mind with all those glitters...;) hehe I bought this "Roman"  inspired flats at Basantapur...i am calling it "Roman" as its not gladiator shoes as well..i mean it just have straps and a buckle...:O  I really loved the color when i first saw it... and it has got that leather sole which impressed me more and finally those golden straps....ooooo they are adjustable!!! then it was my quick purchase....:) i feel its trendy yet too comfy and goes with any attire...plus point??? definitely YES!!

 

Just see the straps....not my big feet! :P

 Secondly, it gotta be my black pumps...with some shiny studs all over. I bought this at New road after 3 days of "shoe hunting".....whooaaa that was  pretty tough !! It has got an inch high rubber sole...the material is synthetic, with some designer holes on it! ;) and of course the show stopper would be those teeny weeny shiny studs...:D.... Well it reminds me of some Marc Jacobs Flats....and who doesn't love those simplistic designs of Marc Jacobs??  

This thing is surely inspired by Marc Jacobs!!! ;)

Loved the sole....

hmm....definitely stands out!!

An addition to my "treasure box" ! :P

And the last one are these pair of plate earrings .....awweee look at them.....they are simple yet bold.....looks like a chunk of metal but still easy to wear and carry out!



So these are some of my summer glitterati...hope u guys liked 'em..:D





ll keep on posting...till then ...Toodles!!! XOXO